Okay so I didn’t go to bed. I am aware that I am fighting myself and this process. I am really struggling with vulnerability and what that means. I can’t get past the belief that vulnerability and weakness are one in the name. It really doesn’t matter what I was taught or why I have that belief system. What matters is that I accept it, change it and live the rest of my life differently.
Spirit Dad: Sounds like that makes you angry. You got it intellectually again, but Mary look at the heart and see with the heart. The same as you would with anyone else, do for yourself.
Mary: When I do that, I don’t like what I see and then I don’t like myself and then I reject myself and I call myself names.
Spirit Dad: That is productive.
Mary: How does one get okay with vulnerability? …
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